AitamiIkimo

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HAJIMEMASHITE! by AitamiIkimo, literature

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HAJIMEMASHITE!

Hi, I seem fucking simple. Hi, I love eating food. Hi, I’m procrastinating. Hi, I’m Elaine. Hi, I can’t human. Hi, I’m complicated. Hi, I’m lazy. Hi, I’m Elaine. Hi, please take care of me. Hi, it’s a mess inside. Hi, sorry. Sorry. Hi, I’m Elaine. Hi, I’m so broken. Hi, I’m confusing. Hi, hello, good day. Hi, I’m Elaine. Hi, I’m alone. Hi, meet my shadow. Hi, this is everything. Hi, I’m Elaine. Hi, let’s run away. Hi, let’s make things. Hi, will you join me? Hi, I’m E-fucking-laine!

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Terminate_001 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_001

/Terminate_001 Error Another ordinary day following a basic routine, which many probably do find familiar – a slow start up, constant lag through the day and a shut down that almost always fails you. Yes, that's how many tend to operate in life – just be there for the sole purpose of existence. And somehow, I'm victim to it this. Yet, I accept it gladly, as long as I can make someone else's day illuminate stronger colours of higher saturation. Yes, the cheat – or mechanism, if you like – to make another's day run more smoothly … It's all for the better, I guess. But question, I do. To aid others is a pleasure, ye

Terminate_002 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_002

/Terminate_002 Grayscale The 'blind, young girl' to many was just like any little factor in life, hidden amongst all else … only to be unnoticed and unheard of, as if her presence wasn't actually present. …A shadow, if you like. No one really notices those shades until you finally recover all of what's hidden and actually set focus upon such. Unless a shade, you are … then, perhaps, what's left of the cleanup is now projected into your direction. Yet day in and day out, the young girl would set herself up on scheduled tasks, strictly following the same routine. But then again, there would be the rare occasion of force eje

Terminate_003 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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/Terminate_003 Firewall Strength … Many of us rely on it, no denying that horrid factor. Yet, why is it that our weaknesses stand out above all? And, somehow, weakness itself is strong enough to hack through strength. Yes. In many ways, we could all claim to have our own little and dark secrets; everyone has a secret left unspoken of. They said unbottle it for the relief, but maybe the final impact of an outburst could result in strength – that's what the young girl stayed true to. She decided to stick to that rule due to the aftermath of her unbottling to a certain person that she'd once thought was close … so much for tha

Terminate_004 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_004

/Terminate_004 Hazard 'twas just another day to get through: same obvious obstacles, thriving thoughts, depressing determination; or so the young girl had thought. Never did she determine such a horrid crack to leak out from within her firewall … where everything drastically fell from what was already shattered. Failure. Corruption. A complete error. The young girl walked slowly towards her unwanted destination, also known as school. She had kept the very same blank look on her very same face, so much that everyone believed it was normal for her to appear as such. She wanted to run in such a way that emotions were as nothing. She

Terminate_005 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_005

/Terminate_005 Password Hazardous, hazardous … Everything was of such a subject. Rust-scented air, rust-scented registry. Sharp grounds, sharp delete. Her environment, her disk. Everything. Was it all for nothing? The broken, if it hadn't been broken, what would the difference be? To stray from her own path simply meant a little detour; whatever she had done ended up at the very same end result – the bottom line – the very fact that everything would've fallen down no matter what. Because of what she'd done; she was at fault for everything. And … He … He hadn't noticed what was playing through his life. But he

Terminate_006 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_006

/Terminate_006 Modify Password entered. Access granted. Initialization … To her eyes was the view of what had started this very mess – the madness, the hatred, the biggest mistake of her life … perhaps. But what was done was done, such a parasitic virus had already coursed through her veins several times. Poison. A shiny metallic object reflected her broken face, with eyes that revealed the fragments left of soul. She'd promised … He'd promised … But they'd both broken. So what matter did it have now? She couldn't stand things as they were, but she had to push forward. She had to … This was her other me

Terminate_007 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_007

/Terminate_007 Data She closed her eyes, in further apology … She couldn't make it up to them. She couldn't turn back time. She couldn't … pay for her mistakes. She'd been so self-absorbed by the tiniest of facts and self-oblivion to the point that she couldn't tell that she'd made the other boy suffer so greatly. She'd piled it on him … and only after that, had she noticed it. Modify, she was to modify herself to act through each and every single day … because of 'that' day, she would get through it all. The morning of 'that' day, she'd awoken from a horrid slumber she wish she'd never had. A dream that came true; a

Terminate_008 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_008

/Terminate_008 Defragmenter Empty hallway, still the same. It is where the young girl sat alone. It is where the young girl reminisced alone. It is where the young girl thought through everything … alone. She wanted to fade, she wanted to lessen in opacity, she wanted … her words to reach him, for reach was against her. That in mind, she believed a lot was against her. Not only did her parents lack faith within her, they didn't let her opinion speak for words itself, this taught her to save her data for herself … You could imagine how such would impact upon one's self-esteem. Everyone was there to knock her down, it was

Terminate_009 by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Terminate_009

/Terminate_009 Security Never did this foolish 'blind, young girl' take care of her well-being, if many of you hadn't gathered such information by now. Her life had been draining for a while – then again, life is constantly drained from as all at a slow and steady, pace – yet at such a rate, she was headed for an inevitable fall that she'd feared so greatly. Yet, her blindness prevented her foreseeing this event. I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm … sorry... She'd fallen asleep to her own looped recording. Words that near inaudibly escaped her quivering lips that night, as night's luminosity dimly escaped its clouded face.

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HAJIMEMASHITE! by AitamiIkimo, literature

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HAJIMEMASHITE!

The Deprived by AitamiIkimo, literature

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The Deprived

It happens. Again and again, Stuck in a crazed loop, Heading for disaster. It slows, But it never St-st-stops. St-st-stuck. Tick, tock. Tick, tock. Clock, clock, Why must you mock? It happens. Again and again, Trapped in an enticing cage, Lapsing towards death. It slows, But it never St-st-stops. St-st-stained. Tick, tock, Tick, tock. Clock, clock, Free and unlock! It happens. Again and again, Depriving and falling, Doomed for an end. It slows, Slows, And… It stops.

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Suspension by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Suspension

La-la-lie, Ra-ra-repeat. Stuck in a vigorous loop, Constantly repeating… Repeating, Repeating… Can't do anything, Everything is wrong. It's no good, So sickening, Why? Can't hold onto all of this, One can only withstand for so long. High tide, Can't swim. Cold chills, Already frozen. Nervous wreck, Broken too much. And to think that One day we could just be Strangers once more. It's all already set to vanish Into nothing more. Pitter-patter, pitter-patter.

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Manic Insomnia by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Manic Insomnia

Such dreams, They prove to fail. And, yet again, we repeat… Fall upon rise, Rise upon fall. Sleep is for the weak anyway. Four hours, Two hours. Just another day. Run without memory, Execute without application. Layer and mask. Hazy mind, Clear cause. Yet cannot end task. Sinking stomach, Clutching hope. But we all know the end. Cut the ties, Distance self. For one cannot extend. Butchered thoughts, Without escape. Oh no, oh no … it finally breaks. Can't help, Cannot be helped. I know, I know, yet another one of those silly mistakes.

Silly, Sorry by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Silly, Sorry

Silly, silly, Making mistakes. Sorry, sorry, Bad habits awake. Still, still, It returns. Sorry, sorry, Forever to unlearn. Silly, silly, Nothing more. Sorry, sorry, Drop to the floor. Still, still, Repeating, Sorry, sorry, Forever defeating. Silly, silly, Can't give in. Sorry, sorry, Mind wearing thin. Still, still, Beginning and end. Sorry, sorry, Cannot mend. Still silly, This is it, Still silly, Daze into a fit.

Bubble, Bubble... by AitamiIkimo, literature

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Bubble, Bubble...

Bubble, bubble, Toil and– –Oh, what the fuck? Strange concoction, Mischief me. Wonder, wonder, reverie. Hatred boil, Blistering. Ponder, ponder, teetering. Deepened stroke, Paralyse. I know, I know, it's all lies. Full of shit, Crackin' it. Falling, falling, fucking pit. Silly drivel, Taking me. Drowning, drowning, bloody sea. Fickle fight, Nothing more. Open, open, petty sore. Bubble, bubble, Instability. End this, end this, instantly.

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Artist // Professional // Varied

Australia
Deviant for 16 years

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Graphic Design and Multi-Media / Communication Design graduate.
Illustration / Photography / Film-Making / Retro Game Design / Animation
Poetry / Short Stories / Script Writing

Twitter: twitter.com/AitamiIkimo/
YouTube: www.youtube.com/user/aitamiiki…
Behance: www.behance.net/ElaineTT/

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AitamiIkimo

Feb 12, 2016

I'm Growing!

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Hello if you still follow me!! I can't believe I started here on dA when I was just a wee li'l 13 yo child… Now I've finished at uni. :O I haven't been uploading a whole heap on here and I think it's mostly because I'm unsure of how my content may suit / not suit dA? I'm not sure. I still plan on submitting writing here and more traditionally illustrated stuff. However, I'm mostly tweeting scraps and/or putting the nicer stuff up on my Behance (IF YOU HAVE BEHANCE, PLEASE FOLLOW ME AND LET ME KNOW SO I CAN FOLLOW YOU BACK TOO <3). I think I've grown a lot and hopefully you're cool with that too and keep following me through the age

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AitamiIkimo

Oct 16, 2015

Can you guess? (updated)

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What is happening, I wonder? My partner and I have been working hard on this, I'm excited for the release! Does this take your interest? https://www.etsy.com/au/listing/252225960/jime-issue-001?ref=shop_home_active_1 ;)

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AitamiIkimo

Aug 29, 2015

I'm self-publishing a book

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Hi all! As the title says, I'm making a book. Just wanting to see if anyone here that still watches me is interested? I'm going to sell some and scatter some. It'll be short and cheap. If I'm sending overseas, obviously shipping costs are added. I'm not putting it up on etsy or anything, I'll just organise it with people and paypal etc : ) It's somewhat personal but also quite mindscrewy, so I'll let you decide whether you think that's for you or not. I'm tweeting about it (and other 'normal' tweets). (I'm AitamiIkimo (https://www.deviantart.com/aitamiikimo) on twitter too) This book is part of a series, but can be read separately also. As another update: I'm not an inactive pers